Once in my existence,
my emotions were at war.
For strange reasons I still had happiness.
But now that emotion drifts away.
Loneliness and bad thoughts,
creeping slowly into my mind.
With less reasons to set this aside,
I've returned to my war
with out armor.
Why care?
I had not 1, not 2, but 3
All of which disagreed,
My feelings shouldn't matter
Made me cry through out every night,
With nothing but sorrow left inside
Everyday I tried my best
To keep a smile on their faces
Stress and stress built all around
Leaving me nothing but doubts
Tried and tried, nothing changes
What's all but left is contagious
Behavior that was obvious to the eyes
Yet I was blind
Every one could see it
But me
Thinking I could change
Just made everything worse
Gave them more of a reason to leave
Gave me more of a reason to cry
That's why from this day forward
My tears will not be shedded
My heart will